Happy Birthday Peanut!
Alrights, today is officially the start of our June holidays. I'm going to be very busy this holiday, going back to school for practice :D Recently, there are quite a number of things that happened that made me quite vexed and worried. (music marathon, prefects, performance, clique)
Music marathon- needs a lot of improvement and whilst the leader is trying to meet up during the holidays, a lot of people cannot make it. Almost everyone's schedule is packed. Frustrating.
Prefect- well, had a stern warning from Cheryl and Sarah this morning. And I've been reflecting. I've been doing my duty quite well. I need to be more aware of my surroundings and take more initiative. That's what I think I'm lacking. But sometimes, it's really sad. I mean, I tell the sec 4 to listen during assembly and she just mumbles something bad about me or some other hurtful(quite) stuffs. I just don't know. I've been trying my utmost best to understand and be in their shoes. But to no avail. It's been 10 weeks since I took this class. I don't know how.
Performance- I'm worried over this. I'm afraid that I can't do it. Lao Shi said there will be a lot of last minute stuffs. Ok, I can except that. I feel scared. Scared that I cannnot adapt later.
Clique- This is quite sad. After I came back from OBS, I feel as though we are drifting apart. We seldom talk. I don't know what's wrong. Maybe it's because of our schedule but at least we should speak to one another or something?
And I just kinda broke down this afternoon when I rushed into the pb room, Darshini came over to me and asked if I am stressed up or smth cos' she said I looked flustered. And I don't know why, my eyes became teary and the tears just rolled down and I started to sob. I guess I just need to plan things out and I hope that everything will be ok.
And Ms Tay and Yang Lao Shi are going to leave us. They are not going to teach us in Term 3. I wonder who will be taking over them. Anw, class outing's venue have been changed to Raffles Town Club since a lot of people disagreed with Marche. Ms Tay gave us a cup and I got the
light blue one. Nice one. Thank you! She wrote a message for each and everyone of us too. That's so sweet of her :D Cleaning of classroom was alright. Dusty and all. Yep, but finally our classroom is clean! Finally...
